Gabriel & I
Saturday, September 16, 2006
♥ Saturday, September 16, 2006
Gabriel and I are buddies.
Team alpha, recce blah blah.
when you been through so much crap, you bond.
Last night, i bonded better with him then over all the field camps.
Now, i know he and i walked similar paths.
1 segment of our histories,
1 tiny little messup
1 ill-fated attempt to attain what we wanted..
made our lives a journey a parallel..
and seemed like God planned this so well.
like sand in the hand,
the tighter your hold...
the less you actually have.
we used to have our sand in the hand..
now they are just thoughts that exist in the reality we both call dreamland.
We talked faith, we talked God
We talked friends, we talked character..
Life in microcosm they say,
was revealed in one chat yesterday.
His wisdom taught me something pretty hard to accept.
Though i know its probably God's perfect concept.
To let go and to live.
To walk away and to breathe.
Like the angel sent from heaven,
Gabriel was the friend God chose.
"Beautiful"I can imagine, was what God would think..
of our chat over macdonald's and some drink.
I came back home, and i saw your message.
Your message that said you would remain an incomprehensible fog, and an impenetrable haze.
For the sad friendship i accidentally set ablaze.
But i remember Gabriel's phrase and the wisdom that transpired.
I know now, why i am writing this..
how i got so inspired.
Inspiration it is, or inspiration they say..
could be just one emotional sway.
But i must pen it down, or i would lose the thought,
and the language of wonder, and the art in words would be soon forgot.
Thank you Gabriel and thank you God.
whom i couldnt have done this without.
