My Week.
Saturday, September 30, 2006
♥ Saturday, September 30, 2006
Well, the starting part was definitely tough.:) considering how long its been since i was in camp. And started off with guard duty somemore! But thank God, there's angel Gabriel with me. So had quite a nice time as always.
Tues, went to catch Miami Vice with Lewis, Desmond, Wilson, Nathaniel, Gabriel and Nicholas Koh. As expected, action only as Michael Mann can deliver. Fantastic movie. Cool, stylish and sexy. The starting clubbing scene with 'Numb' by linkin park, sure got everyone psyched up. Jamie Foxx, as always, delivered phenomenal performances. Oh, i got tt movie free, cuz i bet with Gab on the results of singapore idol, and won. :)
Wed, first time since my army life, i had such a long nights off! Met Jacques, some church person, and some vj dudes.. But we wanted to go elsewhere instead, so had to wait till like 3am in the morning, before they let us in. And there...as much as i almost got myself beaten up, the music and people there were just fun. Desmond, Bunny, Johnson were all there, which made it an ultra warm kinda feeling. Anyway, after that, we went to angmokio for breakfast before booking in. I am telling you, have never been so shagged out in my whole life the way it was on thurs!
Thurs night, met up with jude, terence, sam, joshua, marie, janice and kenny. Thank God colin's ok. Otherwise i'd probably never be able to live with the spastic comments i hurled at him. Oh well... the chat was nice. Very thought provoking as it always is with jude. Seems like joshua and i are on the same path, under different circumstances. Though i dunno what his reasons exactly are..i'd guess by jude's comments, we kinda fall under the same categorial struggle. I left with a feeling that things just cant change...not for now at least.
Fri. 10km run. See, i always measure this kinda run, and the 'success' of it, with my relationship with God. It prob dont make sense the way i say it..but it is. So, htis kinda super tough stuff..i'll leave it up to God to handle. Well..i messed the run up la. And its also indicative that i havent been giving my life to God. I am in control until perhaps when i am too exhausted..and even whilst i am, i try clinging to my own abilities..until i lose it and start walking, thats when i mess up the run. Went for gd dinner with Shanker after.
Sat. Wow, tonnes of stuff. Met up with VJ ppl. Nice seeing those old faces, charmaine, reuben, cassandra, galvin, jinhui, han wei and gerard. Then, went with wilson and desmond tan for forbidden city. Ok must admit, the chlorepheniramine made me super drousy at the start..but i enjoyed it nevertheless. Pretty arty farty as compared to Mama Mia. Yet, i think my family enjoyed Mama Mia more, because of the familiar songs they performed.
Oh...and ended with this huge argument. About mum's bday party..and who my sister wanted to invite. As much as i may be unreasonable and irrational in my arguments, i was quite proud i put this assertively and clearly onthis one. Well, dont believe anyone got hurt. So its ok. I mean, after all..this kinda things happen. But on reflection, i am just glad i am a person who stand by wwhat i believe. There're perhaps more to uncover on me and other people's proximity...but well, i guess in time i will learn.
Wonder how's Evelyn man...kinda miss her. I do miss another person. But to tell the truth, i no longer want to... Jude kinda asked me why. Its between me and you.. and as much as it's been a great ride, i can only expect such things to go so far. Joshua and i perhaps differ in that sense. He gives hope to certain ppl, and ppl do him. I've to dig for hope. And thank God, i manage to find it... even if not in the old, in the new. Quite glad im not alone in that sense..
