fantasy
Sunday, October 01, 2006
♥ Sunday, October 01, 2006
Its an empty page, and i have the urge to pen something down.
Came out with a few proses and poems yesterday, but had too much considerations about them.
Yesterday's chat was good. As always, unsettling. "Dont let your painful experiences cause you to commit spiritual suicide," jude quoted from someone. GOtta keep that with me.
And yea, i received what i intepret as a lil affirmation about what i want to do... which is really nice, because i always feel so uncertain about how i will fare, and whether its somehting i should do.
Is every week going to be the same thing? I wonder. Thank God, A levels are over..i cant imagine having to go through this phase, whilst balancing the 'studying' and 'fitting in' acts.
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Heard the question last night...and perhaps i would come out a person or scenario who may lie only in the realm of the fantasies..
A simple walk in the park, perhaps a 2-seater canoe, a trip to switzerland in winter's, a stroll along the airport runway watching people leave and arrive...
A shout to the sea, reading the same book on the couch, just chatting about nothing and everything...
Decorating the christmas tree, arguing about life's questions, synthesizing the violin with her piano, or harp or whatever...
A picnic with Brilliant, swimming or snorkelling at the Great Barrier Reef..and most importantly,
the dance.
A dance on an empty dancefloor. Of course, whats dancing without alcohol. The chivas or the chiras... cheers and the music plays. was thinking of fast and lively, but nah... kills the mood. Slow, jazz?
Air supply-making love out of nothing at all,
Bread-everything i own,
Lionel Richie-Endless Love, Beauty and the Beast,
Mariah Carey- my all, open arms, without you...
Olivia Newton John- Hopelessly Devoted to you..
Stevie B- Because i love you..
A shower under the waterfall, a run in the rain...
Ok, im tired and perhaps exhausted all possible options haha other than perhaps bunjee jumping, parachuting, sailing and flying to the moon!
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Am i more than my exoskeleton? "i am no more the face, than the muscles or the bones beneath them." -V
I will find it. I've got to.
