Tuesday, October 24, 2006
♥ Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Joshua Kenny and I met up yesterday. I guess God does work marvels la slowly and subtlely. It is a point of reconciliation, or perhaps the beginning of it. And in many ways, i believe there is a slight crack in the wall of pride and cynicism..i believe my eyes are slowly experiencing the light. But slowly...there's something that i have yet do, and its imperative to take such steps.
I used to wonder whether this was it... I guess Joshua was really opened, and it'll be nice having a refreshing perspective from someone who really, really knows and understands.
Today on the other hand, was an amazing day. 12 of us turned up for Sentosa outing. And as always, it was sheer fun..albeit yesterday's conversation left me in a slightly melancholic mood.
Halfway in the sentosa outing, i went for a swim.
the scene of 'city of angels' came to me...this guy after losing a loved one, goes to the beach and just splashes in the waves.. Its the beginning of my freedom, and the letting go of my anger and the re-beginning of peace.
After that, we went to Rice Table at Suntec for dinner. Super problematic la, cuz Desmond's and Yi Ming's birthday, one like chocolate cake, another cant stand it..so what we did? We got half a choco cake, half a mango cake! haha..from NYDC. And we managed to pull off the very pleasant surprise. In it, we just discussed the super funny things that happened in MSHS...its been so long since i laughed so hard, and i kinda wished those moments will just never leave.
Thats what being in the moment, seizing the day means. People, listen! Truths should perhaps no longer be heard..they should be lived.
Who is desmond? Yiming? Linus? Chian Yee? Munpun?
Who is Darren? Samson? Ivan? Andy? Torrence?
They are the me that i was, and they are perhaps the remaining clue to the me that i am.
Perhaps you can judge for yourself whether today was living... because it sure felt like it.
There are others who are like them..but they've become a blur. I will be sending out the email soon. And i guess we must only wait and see...
Today on the other hand, was an amazing day. 12 of us turned up for Sentosa outing. And as always, it was sheer fun..albeit yesterday's conversation left me in a slightly melancholic mood.