ENOUGH
Sunday, April 15, 2007
♥ Sunday, April 15, 2007
Yea you know what?
Maybe i just cant do it.
Maybe i dont have what it takes. Maybe i dont need to do this. Maybe i have been lying to myself and to others all along.
But you know what? I do not think so.
I think this is something i need and want more than ever. I think its something i can excel and shine at. I think i might not have what it takes, but i will go that distance to make it happen. So dont you tell me that you dont see me as such a person.
You know what i think? I think life gives you too little time with too many decisions with too few 2nd chances. And occasionally, when something like this comes along...you GRAB it. There is no tomorrow, for something lesser, for something to make the best out of. It is today, and in that today, you make the whole difference.
It was as if your life was made for certain moments. And its that those moments that calls for certain decisions...and making such decisions are all that really matter.
So, why let someone or something hold you back? They dont know you. And neither can they tell you who you are, and who you are not. There are those situations when you remember your failings. Is that gonna make you stumble more? Or is that gonna be why you do not stumble anymore?
Yea, htis is a pretty pissed off post. But im trying to be creative and direct negativity into something inspirational. Why? Because i think so many people out there need to know that they can..and so they ask. But the replies they get, are humbling realities. "you cant study because you simply have no money to!"
"You cant compete with the other fella cuz you just simply dont have the looks or character"
And frankly, i've had quite enough of this BS. You cant do it, and you tell someone else he or she cant. You know maybe, too many persons havent had their shot, because of people like you. People like you who puts someone else down, to feel momentarily higher. People like you, are weeds, devoid of nutrients, and suck the nutrients out of a budding flower.
I htink whoever should just take this 'reality check' crap, and shove it. So what if i have my disabilities and inconveniences. A great philosopher once said, i am the captain of my fate, and master of my destiny.
I know i can and i will. And i think, thats all that matters.
Dont you tell me otherwise.
